[Verse 1]

Good morning and I understand Im kinda late

Had a lack of faith and I put too much on my plate

I apologize you had to wait man I need to concentrate

On my work this shit a curse to accommodate

But

Cut the bullshit all that's stupid

All these people kept me wounded

One day my life will end but till then it's not concluded

I don't know what to do

Though this music feeling lucid

But I know I'm born with something and I know my talent's rooted

Took what I got from the table not exactly from the ground

It’s still too hard for me to find my own sound

To be honest the whole night I was awake my minds been dead

But all these conversations I've been having's been in head

I'm sorry for these cliche rhymes

My friends knew I'm lying when I say I'm fine

When truly deep down I wanna grab tec-9

And blast my own damn head and still think that's fine for me

But you see I'm growing up now

I'm using up the pages in my notebooks now

I'm writing all the lyrics in my notebooks now

Ain’t no suicide notes in my notebooks now

And no matter what could happen it's okay to be alone

Man I could still hang with my brothas without using any phone

You know I'll try my hardest when nobody can see

That I'm working hard as ever just to set my heart free, go

[Hook]

Been a long ass night that's right thats right that's right that's right yep

Throughout the whole ride we'll fight we'll fight we'll fight we'll fight

Yeah I can tell that we would argue season for season

We’d get mad at each other for good reason good reason

And nah I couldn't blame you for leaving for leaving

But I knew I had to give you that freedom

So that you would come home

So maybe you would come home

[Interlude]

Huey Freeman: Obi Wan Kenobi said “Your eyes can deceive you, don’t trust them.” It seems to be getting harder; extinguishing reality from the illusions people make for us, or for the ones we make for ourselves. I don’t know. Maybe that’s the part of the plan, to make me think I’m crazy... it’s working

[Verse 2]

I got a brotha not by blood I gotta thank this man

He helped me start this up when he put me over wax

Dope as fuck youwe're an asshole almost all of the time

But right now I'm here to promise you I'll show you my prime

I'm glad I took you in when you left it was a shame

Cause ain't shit had ever happened to me once until you came

You changed the game for me and paved a path for me to take

And I took it and I caused the traffic once my eyes would finally wake

To the sweetest girl for me to meet

The prettiest to me

You’re the bestest girl I used to have most beautiful I've seen

I've got a crazy mind to clean

You helped me pick up all the pieces tho

My heart was out to you but you proved my mind was genius

We’ve been through these ups and downs But in the end they'd always teach us

That not everything in life could be sweet They ain't no peaches

I'll be preaching because you were the one that brought me back to jesus

From the youth groups to those talks we had the song that showed that thesis

Now to my momma

I'm sorry for the drama

I'll keep the semicolon

Man I'm sorry for the genre

That I wrote about you in

But you know that I'm gonna

Give you everything you need

Just to show you you deserve it

I ain't gonna rhyme these words Mom I love you can't you see

I'll give you everything you need just ask me for anything

I'll die for you I'll live for you

You know you birthed a gifted dude

And everything I say will be from small school to an institute

[Hook]

Been a long ass night that's right thats right that's right that's right yep

Throughout the whole ride we'll fight we'll fight we'll fight we'll fight

Yeah I can tell that we would argue season for season

We’d get mad at each other for good reason good reason

And nah I couldn't blame you for leaving for leaving

But I knew I had to give you that freedom

So that you would come home

So maybe you would come home

[Outro Conversation]

Zakariya: Well you cannot love her until you love yourself I'm sorry to say it Josh but every time you save you love her I don’t believe you. The only reason I don’t believe you is how can you give something that you don’t even understand? Until you love yourself, you cannot love anything else in life. You can't love God, you can’t love your iPhone, you can’t love the food in your stomach, you can’t love your friends, you won’t love anything. And you know you ask me, “Don't you have a lot of friends Zak?” You know the reason I don't have a lot of friends, it's because I don’t know compassion in any way that people know compassion. All I’ve seen in my life is pain, hurt,distrust, shit broken promises. No wonder I don't have a lot of friends... No wonder. I’m scared. I’m terrified and impure… but the only way we’ll get better is if we learn to do better… If I'm boring you bro you can tell me to stop talking

Josh: Nah I-