I keep running away

It is told that if you look in the mirror at your reflection

You find the demon inside yourself

The question is

What demons do you hide

Everyday I wake up

I'm scared of what's inside

Anxiety I'm paranoid

Of what's inside of my mind

I feel blessed, I'm okay

Today I'm not so sure

It's the other side of me talking

And it's saying that I'm hurt

Reflection keeps on laughing

On the other side of this curse

I've wrote down every feeling and

I touched on every base

Put the sorrow behind my smile

You can't see it up on my face

Ran away and came back and I'm still stuck in this place

I ran away and came back and I'm still stuck in this place

Can't face the post traumatic stress inside

Even when I dance the rope

I always cross the fine line

Watch me drown

Inside my self doubt

Even when you lift me up

I'll be there to kick me down

Oh so typical of me

To not own up to a single mistake

Oh so shitty of me

To make you feel like

You're the one to blame

Shatter addiction

Heal the afflictions

Run around in circles

Run around in my mind

Run around in circles

I keep circling all the lies

I told you that your toxic

Devilish in your eyes

Heart is not so holy

You're the devil inside the night