[Verse 1]
So many wrong ways, so many scars
So many empty days into this world of grey
I clench my hands, standing on the edge, now isolate
With no redemption to be found
[Pre-Chorus]
I've wasted so many words
I've grown into the realm of lies
I have no purpose or glorious goals
To lead my soul
[Chorus]
God, tell me why I have to face
This state of slow disintegration
[Verse 2]
So many gestures, so many nights
Trying to fight my fears, to delay misery
A very last time before I die
I let it go away and I just give up once again
[Bridge]
All my expectations, all the lives I could have dreamt of
All of this will turn to dust, scattered in a wind of pestilence
A random shift in suffering scales, a vanishing grain of sand
Into the sea of nothingness, I've lost all faith
And I'll fall deep into oblivion, I wish to not share the pain
I'm far beyond all denial and vain negation
I desecrate the foundations of my own fragile existence
I'm lost into the purest darkness
I suffocate under the weight of grief and deception
[Pre-Chorus]
I've wasted so many words
I've grown into the realm of lies
I have no purpose or glorious goals
To lead my soul
[Chorus]
God, tell me why I have to face
This state of slow disintegration
Tell me why we all remain
Engulfed into sheer emptiness
I cannot see the light beyond