[Intro]

Too many thoughts, i can't focus

I think I'm folding

Can't keep control

So i live in the moment

I'm anxious, i'm floating

Can't keep my eyes open

You say we're golden

But I think it's broken

[Verse]

Yeah, i think the devil share a head with me

You said we were meant to be

So how come you're not left with me

I cry for you so desperately

You fake your love so endlessly

You broke my heart excessively

You treat me like an enemy

Fuck a foreign car, foreign bitch

I don't really want at all

I hope i can avoid the shit

I hope i can avoid the fall

She fucked me up all mentally

My god, i think she's dead to me

So don't try to be friends with me

I don't think i'll grow at all

And i know that you won't listen never heed my calls

I just hope the next one's different never let me fall

I keep my ten toes down, I'm standing six feet tall

I gotta hide my feelings, won't cry a tear at all

[Bridge]

Now i blink and my desire's gone

Don't think I'll keep fighting on

Haunted when i come across

Letters you were writing on

Cause in the end i guess i fucked it up

Chose loyalty over love

Now I'm scared to open up

No one can get close enough

[Verse]

You don't think I'm going up just wait and see

You lagged on me like latency

The fuck you gonna say to me

Can't make it up no Maybelline

The words just feel so fake to me

Said that you would waste with me

At least i know i ain't afraid

To feel this way like everyday

I think I'm stuck in a rage

I don't think I'll be okay

Send a bullet through my brain

Got thoughts i wish i could erase

Put memories all on replay

Liquor make em' fade away

Tired of the games you play

I know I'm stuck in a rage