Memory Laps

By Sxdszn

On return to love

Released on September 13, 2024

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[Verse]

Wasting my words anytime that I speak

Choking me up like the rope on my neck

She tryna lift me up off of my feet

Stringing me up like a marionette

Kicking away from the therapy chair

Better beware of what goes in your head

I'd rather cry to the no one whose there

Over, and over, and over again

I say "I’m fine" but i'm overdependent

Don't know how grow from the souls I collect

I was over encumbered with burdens and drеad

Had to let it all go, let it flow from my head

Shе said i gotta remember what started this

Images i couldn’t render her yet

I try to fix it with what's in my cartridges

I couldn't draw in my blanks with a pen


[Bridge]

Nig ya looked so sad when ya wrote that

Everybody so mad

Fuckers in school you was in ya room dabbin'

Graded success isnt worth your reaction

Tested an F out all of your classes

Left with regret but at least that shit passes

Spent the day stoned your emotions die-casted

"act like a man, dont you be this dramatic" GO


[Verse]

Nowadays all that i see on my screen

Fighting to rule over rubble and ashes

Poisonous plastic that's flooded the sea

Wonder if that's what the money's attractin'

Can’t feel a thing from my brain to my feet

Am i too numb, am i really just geekin

Fork in your tongue, like you eatin deceitin

Work that i done just to please you, egregious

Swerve in the focus, i keep my composure

Ran me off the road, I pull off on the shoulder

Might avoid the crash, but wreck me when it’s over

Left it in the past especially when we s'posed to catch up

Speak from the heart when im yapping to them

Not letting words get all fractured and minced

Thinking of days that you ran in my head

Doing memory laps that I’ll never forget