(Spoken)
And he knew he'd never get to the place
As big tears splashed all over his face
As he sadly walked alone
(Verse)
I'm alone again
By now I'm getting used to it
When everything around me is falling down I still have music I can turn to
I postulate the world has turned has turned and left me
Why when I'm full off of companion compassion I feel empty?
I've taken preemptive measures out of fear of getting hurt again
The courtesy provided by yours truly is rendered useless
The source roaring tides. Floating idol I still rest at sea
Restless from the feels like it's the world that's up against me
Sequestered is my heart, this environments unforgiving
I've given this my all since the beginning
I'm not afraid to fall cos many times I've plummeted
It's not my fault my writings are dolorous and can't stomach them
I summon up the the hunter gather instinct underneath
To hunt the issues that conflict with me then gather the relief
Not trying to pull your heart strings. My heart sings the minor scale
Kinda hard to find the finer things without the time to sail
Across the water
High and low
Admire how the fires glow when burning down entire rows of culminated lies I've told
I arose to toast to those who walked the road to find themselves
In such a mad world of dissonance amongst the lives that dwell
Here
Addled by this ever changing world in which we live in
To get rid of the bewilderment is impossible so live with it
It feels like what I've given is not good enough
To tough it out is the only option left and maybe that could fucking save me
It's crazy, and I hate to say the pain remains the same
But I'm working on the panacea every single day
Alone..