Ill Still

By Sxa

On Pathos

Released on May 31, 2019

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I support the little fish who rise against their predators

Who end up being eaten either way but fought protecting their own lives and bloodlines

I've scoured the earth, but when I encounter pretty girls it quite often leaves me tongue tied

Sunrise is just as pretty as sunset

Beginnings hold potential while the endings slowly fade

Into a new day that's a canvas while your thoughts are the paint

And in your hand holds the brush to make your mind less opaque (okay)

Going ghost until life gratifies my lonesomeness

With desires that are met with "whatever floats your boat"

Brought a blanket to the arctic as opposed to say a coat

Because the snow is no match against my heart thats grown cold

You said you like the way I dress cuz it's dark

If only you knew the reason why I choose these articles

It's smart to stay reserved instead of giving explanations

For these darken particles sown together resemble pain

Returning from whence I came has always been the prime objective

Cannot define life's meaning where one will not find subjective

Protective of the innermost secretes in the sanctum

That's a blank room I record in when hiding behind the monitor

You talk a lot but you don't know what about

I'm ill still since I shut down that damned pill option

I stand still watching what opposition emerges

Then insurgent tendencies form a head to resolve them

It's tiresome fighting an upward battle

I wonder what will happen if I put my guns down

All the the kings horses and all the kings men

Could not resemble the broken component within my chest