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I took a little bit of time to reflect upon my lifestyle

It's been a while since I've cried

Doesn't mean I'm doing well

Only that I'm used to hell

I can't deny I get no help

Keepin' things to myself is not right

But I can't tell if transparency will help me arrive to a healthy place in this world

It will take a long time

I used to believe in love but nowadays I don't cry

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People try to touch me, all I know is how to fight

I've seen things they don't see, one wrong move and it's good night

She wanna be my lovеly

I wanna be her prize

But I had no onе to teach me how to express my emotions right

My family is a fable and my friends are a fantasy

I live in reality but real life ain't been fair to me

My upbringing problematic but that ain't what people see

They pray I run into traffic, cursing cause I made 'em grieve

You can say whatever, I ain't affected by hate

Cause my harshest critic is me when I make a mistake

I don't want to admit I was ever in pain

But I'm running out of options so that changes today

My head's above water on sand but I'm 'bout to dive where there's company

I'm hoping you'll help me stand cause swimming with the fishes ain't a luxury