[Verse]
Demons are living inside of my head
Look at myself and I just feel dead
Pain can be shown like blood on the snow when it just turns red cause her wrist has bled
Emptiness feeling inside of my heart
I can prove it if you tear me apart
Look at me what do you see from the start?
My face is a canvas, my tears are the art
I hate being alone with all my thoughts
I could be chilling then bang, I am shot
Down, by my own mind that I have fought
Tell myself I'm fine but deep down I know I'm not
I've been looking to be happy I've been looking for the pieces
The more I keep on searching the more that shit decreases
And I don't really know what I'm hoping to find but the more I think the more I think the answer is Jesus
Shit has got me stressed out, wanna grab some henny
On top of that I've lost people man it's been plenty
Reflecting on my mental health I wish it was steady
Don't even know what I'm doing the pain on my chest is heavy
The more I think the more I think this shit get scary
Not trying to make it sound like suicide is trendy
But when I think about the end I feel like I'm ready
(I feel like I'm ready)