Released on February 5, 2021

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[Verse]

Demons are living inside of my head

Look at myself and I just feel dead

Pain can be shown like blood on the snow when it just turns red cause her wrist has bled

Emptiness feeling inside of my heart

I can prove it if you tear me apart

Look at me what do you see from the start?

My face is a canvas, my tears are the art

I hate being alone with all my thoughts

I could be chilling then bang, I am shot

Down, by my own mind that I have fought

Tell myself I'm fine but deep down I know I'm not

I've been looking to be happy I've been looking for the pieces

The more I keep on searching the more that shit decreases

And I don't really know what I'm hoping to find but the more I think the more I think the answer is Jesus

Shit has got me stressed out, wanna grab some henny

On top of that I've lost people man it's been plenty

Reflecting on my mental health I wish it was steady

Don't even know what I'm doing the pain on my chest is heavy

The more I think the more I think this shit get scary

Not trying to make it sound like suicide is trendy

But when I think about the end I feel like I'm ready

(I feel like I'm ready)