Losing it all right now, yeah

I swear I couldn't hear a sound

I burn my brain cells to the ground

They’re holding onto me, can't turn around

I hear them laughing at my pain

Even when I'm not around

[?]

I know they’ll wonder if I'll come around

No not today, might run away

Me and my interests [?] tryna keep them [?]

We was whipping fast in traffic

My anxiety peaking like an acid trip, I'm panicking, yeah

[?] I'm looking for a draft pick

But I can't build myself back up

The more I do is damaging, yeah

[?] I might need it

I always get scared when I smoke, but I'm feining

Think about all the time wasted trying to get even

Sitting on the floor watching myself bleeding

Rip a hole through my skin

[?]

No I don't know where to begin

My whole memory been burnt up

Wish I could say I didn't care

[?] I can’t change that now

You love to see me from a far, truly breaking down

Bullet therapy [?]

Rip a hole through my skin

[?]

No I don’t know where to begin

Through the grave I heard you're tryna fight tonight

Oh what time tonight?

Wish I could say I didn’t care

[?] I can't change that now

You love to see me from a far, truly breaking down

Bullet therapy [?]