[Recording]

There's been a lot of upsetting...

Very upsetting things

That I can't allow to happen any more

I have to be like a soldier and march away

'Cause I'm very delicate in a lot of ways

And things get to me

And affect me in a very adverse... manner

I don't need that

Don't need that

I feel now like minus something, you know

I feel faded; I don't feel like I'm all here

I think it'll come back; I hope it'll come back

There's a lot of color missing, from the way I feel

And from... my face, and, you know, just everything

There's some kind of zest, or some kind of, um... life

You know, that seems to be faded temporarily

Because I've been so drained, emotionally

By a number of things

That has to slowly build back up

And then it has to be kept sustained

It cannot be allowed to be diminished

*sigh*

[Instrumental: 1:53 - 4:14]