So it's been 21 years God

But I'm thankful for your grace in this phase cause a nigga gon' be killin' other niggas in a second

Man I'm thankful for my pain cause it's a blessin'

I can't reach for myself in the sky, who am I, I've been feeling like I gotta move your mind uh

But I've been sick it's been a minute illmind, but I'm pushin' what I love cause I'm runnin' outta time uh

I walk steady when my heart bleed heavy

I can't, show my weakness cause the devil gon' be ready

When I, fall. Cause everybody watches everybody

And everybody pray I end up in a bodybag

I ain't mad I'm just thinkin' ahead

You can't be hoping that I fail then you beggin' for bread

See I know my enemies, we were once mad tight

Now i see the tables turn now these niggas asswipes huuh

I got the passion in my eyes and memorise all the lies that I heard you don't even understand but

This misconception that a suicidal kid is a selfish lil nigga who can't fight his own demons uh

When will we ever see the truth behind religion uh

It's all love cause we know that there's a mission uh

So many cats gon' be beggin' for the listens uh

So many corporates gon' be beggin' for your riches uh

So many daughters in this world are called bitches uh

So many souls gon' be taken by the witches of the neighbourhood

I will never understand how evil can the mind be. This is a lie b

I understand that we stand for our intentions but let's put that shit aside and maybe open up your mind

Cause It's time that we look upon, its money that we shook upon

They watch your every move so do don't be shook when they play along

Would you care just as much as how you care less

You got the memo but you haven't written up the test

You can't be pressed when you haven't felt it in your chest

I'mma be down even when your shit gon' hit the fence

I smell fear in these dark days, these dark ways gon' be eating up your soul I'm feelin' low uh

So many kids gon' be beggin' for a show but im hopin' that I get it as I'm spittin' in the cold uh

Shout out Russ K.Dot and J.cole cause these niggas do the most and they the hottest in the snow uh

This rap shit is all I had as a kid. It's all I have as a kid. Shout out to dad for this shit uh

I know more but I know less. uh

I go hard but I don't flex. uh

I can't think in this dark mess. Uh

I can't breath from my own chest. Yes

Cause I stay blessed

I Stay blessed

Cause I stay blessed

Blessed

Nigga