Missing Hell

By Sushi Soucy

Released on March 25, 2023

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[Verse 1]

Out of nowhere, I was craving cherry pie today

Then suddenly you brought it to my door

I only wish I had refused and then turned you away

You know you can't buy my affection anymore

I'd say it was delicious if didn't taste of guilt

A flavor that diminishes all worth

You like to constantly remind me of the life for me you built

As if it's something that I wouldn't trade for dirt


[Chorus]

The worst part of healing is forgetting

'Cause you find yourself back in this stupid cycle

You exorcise demons while letting Lord Satan in through the back door

Saying, "Hi, my dear, have you been well?"

And you think about how you miss Hell

And you think about how you miss Hell


[Verse 2]

It's ironic how you spoil me with gifts and praise

You always figure out just what I want

You shower me with something almost every day

In the hopes that I'll permit your soul to haunt

I hate it when you used to make me leave my door unlocked

You would tell that my slender frame looked nice

And even when I told you I was tired, you made me walk

I was hungry and you fed me fucking ice


[Pre-Chorus]

I've heard people say I should be glad

Despite the living hell you put me through

I should appreciate the fortune that I had

A fortune that they all traced back to you


[Chorus]

The worst part of healing is forgetting

'Cause you find yourself back in this stupid cycle

You exorcise demons while letting Lord Satan in through the back door

Saying, "Hi, my dear, have you been well?"

And you think about how you miss Hell

And you think about how you miss Hell