Hate Myself - Intellectual

[Intro]

I know you probably hate me

But you can't hate me more then I hate myself

More then I hate myself

I done did a lotta dumb shit in my life

And it just makes me want to go hate myself

Want to go hate myself

All you ever do was the put the blame on me

And I swear that it made me just hate myself

Made me just hate myself

You made me feel like I'm crazy

And all I would do is just hate myself

All I would do is just hate myself

I got my back off the wall now (Off the wall now)

Random niggas finna call now (Finna call now)

I think I've been through it all now (Through it all now)

I cannot let myself fall down (Fall down)

Bad bitches, all these people notice me (Notice me)

I been eating good, no grocery (Grocery)

They want me to open up the door for them (Door for them)

When they ain't even open up the door for me

[Verse 1]

How you feel?

19, ran up myself a couple mill

I remember days I couldn't afford a meal

Now I ran up me a check and I ain't even sign a deal

Bitch you could've been around (Been around)

But you turned your back on me, you did a spin around (Spin around)

Man they said I was playing, I don't kid around (Not at all)

I went deaf to these haters, I can't hear 'em now, hey, hey (Not at all)

Light work, slight work, I done did a lot of it (Woah)

Heard a nigga mad just 'cause I don't even follow him

Keep my toolie, Call of Duty (Do, do, do)

My bitch so boujee, she's got booty

[Bridge]

I count up all day (Count up all day)

That shit so routine (So routine)

And I'm all-pro (I'm all-pro)

You just a noobie (Noobie)

These ain't blue jeans (Blue jeans)

These Ksubi (Yeah, yeah)

Call up my big slime, he red just like a ruby, yeah

[Verse 2]

Role model, everyone wanna be him (Yeah, yeah)

Bitch you wasn't with me shooting in the gym (No, no)

You let all that fuck shit get in your head (Inside your head)

Should've stayed with a nigga instead (Instead)

Would've helped you better in the long run (Ha, ha)

Now you want me in my circle when the storm comes

I bet you thought you really was having some fun, huh?

I bet you mad at yourself cause I'm the one, huh?

[Bridge 2]

I know you probably hate yourself

Karma come around and you can taste yourself

I don't wanna feel like that every again

So I can't even talk to you ever again

Look at yourself girl, you never go in

But looking at me, this shit never will end

And I know you pray for my downfall

But that shit will not happen, 'cause look at how I'm coming

[Outro]

And when I think about it I don't even hate myself

When I think about it I would probably date myself

I feel like I'm god, I determine fate myself

I'm so different from these niggas, I can't fake myself