[Verse 1]
Infatuated, really going through something
I think my friends don't want to (be) with me anymore
I’ll let you finish your words, I'll let you finish your problems
Make me wanna be close to you, fucking be close to you
It's been a while, shit just went to rest
You make me wanna stop thinking ’bout killing myself
I live for people, other people who would call me mad at hell
Questions without answers so it's not sucess
[Pre-Chorus]
"So, who the fuck will you call when she's dead?"
"Isn't really a thing, love without sense?"
Let me cry in your arms
I swear, good things don't last
I fell already knowing you're ignoring purpose
[Chorus]
I want to spend time with you
(All my fires are out, what do you mean now?)
Only with you, I'm jealous, I know
[Verse 2]
Trippin' and I’m cursing, thinking "why am I still alive?"
Doesn’t it really happens only one time in a while?
Fake my shit and fake some progress, faking things going alright
I'ma escape from some shit problems for you to stay all alive
I’m not on time at school, do you think I'm okay?
Feeling stupid all the days from the fucking 2010
60 percent of falling off the bridge to finish with this shit
I have to vent myself, 'cause I can't cry and breathe inside my veins
[Pre-Chorus]
"Who the fuck will you call when she’s dead?"
Do you know that I'm trying to making sense?
Let me fake my feelings
I swear, good things don't last
I fell already knowing you said it was my fault
[Chorus]
I want to spend time with you
(All my fires are out, what do you mean now?)
Only with you, I'm jealous, I know
[Bridge]
Let me in your arms even if you're with him
I overthink every day if you really love me
Don't cry and don't mess with this shit though it's made
Disaster and famously bringing a cup of tea
Know you almost three years ago and I
Loved you since then, I know it can't be alright
I wish I was rich to buy you the love that I gave you
Miserable, falling from the rope of feeling protection
[Interlude]
(You left me with the love in my hands)
(I only want you, you seem to not move)
[Verse 3]
Why did it go wrong? (I asked you out a lot of times)
Hug me 'cause I'm feeling scared of love
I will be there for you, don't hold back tears
Was meant for you, no, that's not real
Ain't fucked all out amount of times, then I feel
That I'm drowning, yeah, I'm drowning
Peeling a ring, imaginary
Judge til I feel the insanitary
Sanity is weak, help me opening your mind
Why did it go wrong? (I asked you out a lot of times)
Hug me 'cause I'm feeling scared of love
[Outro]
It used to be all of the time
Back when you used to be mine
Why can't I leave you behind?
You left me with scars in my heart
Don't act so fucking surprised
Don't know if you held my hand for real
Don't know if you hugged me then for real
Don't know if you loved me too