last time - Intellectual

[Chorus]

It's the last time I cry

The last time I call you

The last time as a child

Let me open the window

The last oxygen

The last time I hold you

I remember when I felt okay

300 plans layin' on my bed

I was wondering what I'm going to be

And now I'm scrolling through all of this shit

"Keep your ass off the chair", she said

All the bad things that I made, it's fair

Thinking of drinking and living a life that I'll never live

'Cause I'm not living

I'm keeping on living the shit of a misery

My room is so messy, my time is that messy

I don't give a fuck about hope and the shit that you thought of

I'm empty now

I'm empty of love, I don't have friends

Nobody asked me if I was okay

It's making me feel like an NPC

Weird guy shit calling your name upstairs

(What now?)

And I want to stay by your side

But I'm not alive

Call me and tell me before I die

I'm on the wrong side and I late realized

I don't think that I'm gonna cry now (Gonna cry now)

And I'm still standing

I'ma keep asking, why?

Cuts bleeding from fingers to my nose

I can't help remember that December