Backwards - Intellectual

[Chorus: SUPERCOLLIDER]

You are not in the driver's seat

You succumb easily to defeat

You cannot move backwards through time

But you can lie to yourself if you try

Say "If I try, I'll make it"

A promise, and you'll break it

You don't have a choice

You will never get to rejoice

Say "If I try, I'll make it"

A promise, and you'll break it

You don't have a choice

You will never get to rejoice

No control, all life does is make me old

And I feel like this is the way it ends

Will this all be useless

All my attempts at coping go fruitless

I'ma die, I don't wanna go away

I don't want all this pain to go to waste

I wonder what a younger me would think if he saw me today

Would he be proud of what I've become

Or would he be too embarrassed to say

Is this all there is here

When I die will I be alone, dear

When the pain goes away

What will happen when I die

I don't wanna be forgotten

You are not in the driver's seat

You succumb easily to defeat

You cannot move backwards through time

But you can lie to yourself if you try

You are not in the driver's seat

You succumb easily to defeat

You cannot move backwards through time

But you can lie to yourself if you try