"Why can't we retrieve

A vibrant glow from muted memory?

Good friends fade away

Why can't summer stay?

Why can't I break through?

Dreamt the ghost of you

Good souls passing by

I'm glad you stopped to touch my life

And all the pain it added up to nothing but a clusterfuck

Why didn't I save you?

Why is it I let you

Suffer in this worse-than-silence

Cries unheard, a quiet violence

I'd like to say your soul is home

But death's a rainbow made monochrome

And all the worries added up to nothing but a clusterfuck

Why didn't I save you?

Why is it I let you

Suffer in this worse-than-silence

Cries unheard, a quiet violence

I'd like to say your soul is home

But death's a melody made monotone

The boy who lent my first guitar now sleeps in silence between the stars

No constellations formed between them

Just static, noise, and death

No meaning