For years i’ve been grinding alone
Always rejected, praying that my life could be good
« come on, it’s just this time »
Oh god I was wrong ...
Am I out of luck or do I really deserve this ?
I’d lay my life down, without hesitation
(Without hesitation)
Everyday is my walk of shame
Every days are perfectly grey ...
Summoned as a calamity !
Im a deception embodied in flesh
« Insignificant » engraved in my bones
My demons are scratching my skeleton
The poison in their mouths
Their words have made who I am!
I wish I had cut their tongues off
I guess im being alone
I’m where I belong. Now
« You will soon be mine my son...
Swimming in tribulation, the human race is yet to be gone »
Sensation of being stalked through the night...
Glowing teeth , malevolent auras
As I run in the night looking for an escape
All I can focus on are these dancing snakes
My world has burned,im just a lost soul knocked to its knees...
The people I once spoke with are now ennemies!
Emerging from this nightmare
What have I been living ?
Those thoughts scratching me
From the inside...
Why does it have to be me ?
Now that everything is bright I became blind
From the divide came the devil
Beams of light split the sky,revealing a new form of life
« I’ve heard you despise the human race
I’ve heard they locked you in a cage
No chance to get out even when you became a man...
Let’s punish them for what they did to you»
As an echo in your mind, a crying noise in the brain, A cursed shell filled with wrath and pride
« You’ll get what you wanted for so long »
Emerging from what it seems to be
A nightmare!
The gates are now open...
Now that everything is bright I become blind
From the divide came the devil
Beams of lights split the sky revealing a new form of life
"breathe in deep and count backwards from ten "
If im so unwanted i’ll be the one that spit on all your roots
So your child will grow from my despair
From my despair
OMBRE part 2
May my name bring fear to any man on earth
May my blade through their hearts, deliver myself
Seeking for a revenge, i’ll lay you down
I dont need anyone, i’ve found help in the dawn
From the divide came the devil
A thunder shock shakes my mind, decimating me from the inside...
I finally let him devour me
Breathe in deep!
This vision will be the last thing you’ll see...
For so long now i have been on my own!
Rebooted my life but now it feels worse
(Worse)
The things i’ve done have casted me away from this reality
I need to slay my beast and get back my sanity!
Every time I i tried to move on I just moved two step backwards
It’s okay, im getting used to be this coward
With each passing day I continue my fall...
Can I outrun the darkness I have created ?
That’s right I’ll burn in hell i’ve got no control of this mess...
Please disappear, from my fucking head, into the fucking void
Was I meant to be this way since the start of this shit?
I sold my soul and my body to the devil
I need to get out of this trap and get my fucking mind back, oh please
« NO !!» I can’t feel a thing
« BURN !! » the air is frozen yet burning...
I’ve begged to get my sanity back
But all I am now is a piece of meat without feelings
SHIT !