Released on December 9, 2022

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Intro:

Falling like some rain drops

Hoping that the pain stops

Falling like some rain drops

Verse:

I'm sitting at a friend's house

My work is done for the day and I’m ready for rest now

20% wow, my phones quite low but I'm listening to Cudi and Frank now

Everything is loud, my ears are gonna pop one day but I'm taking my chance now

Think I might put on Kanye's "Dropout", "4 Your Eyez Only", let the song play out

Nah I chose Kanye the vibes are real

My friends in the kitchen cooking a meal

Can I help? “Nah I got it from here”

I retreat to the room, put the pods in my еar

Some Marvin Gaye, some Luthеr Vandross

I'm scrolling through my phone and I see my man's called

It's my boi, “the party's on, 12 o'clock at my house”

Before I could respond my friend has locked the door with the light out

I'm like what now? “There's a group outside and they're headed right for my house”

I'm like right now? “Ssshh quiet down, I think I saw a few knives out”

“Let us in we want all your stuff

We know you're in there, and don't even think about hiding all the drugs, come on cough em up”

My heart stops and I'm sitting on the floor

That's the sound of the broken door

Now they're headed for where we are

So I get up on the door, playing tug-of-war

I’m tryna keep em out, but there's too many

Overwhelming strength and they're through and he's

Swinging at me with his machete

Cutting up my skin leaving blood dripping

My hands are up, tryna block the hitting

Cuts on my fingers, now they're stinging

Stabs me in the arm, more blood leaking

Take my jumper off, tryna stop the swelling

Every one of them is wearing some sort of mask

Stolen heaps, not much more to grab

My life in front sorta flashed

And the vision I had for life tore in half

And then in one raw motion

He takes a slice and cuts my jaw open

I think I'm gonna die, running out of hope

But then my friend got up and started bolting

Ran through the kitchen through the guns and blades

People crowded in her house taking things

TV's out the house, now they're breaking things

She is running fast as her legs could spring

To the neighbours, dials triple zero then the group of people acting really weird and wanna get up out of there

Took my friends keys, piled into the car and fled the scene

I've lost a lot of blood

I stumble out the house and see the cops come

Asking me all types of questions

Tryna catch my breath, but there is none

I'm outside, look up to the sky and the rain is pouring

Feeling like a drop of water, yea I'm falling

This whole entire verse is just a metaphor

The intruders in the story are like my bad thoughts

I should've never let em in

Corrupting me since 10

Led to depression

That's the blood that was leaking

Funny how it connects in

I was at my lowest

Falling like a drop of rain

Til I hit the pavement

Outro:

Til I hit the pavement

There were people that I thought was with me, nah but they left

I've been stuck here for a while, my mind, it doesn't make sense

It's been kinda hard to get a grasp on it and comprehend

So I lift (so I lift), so I lift

Learn to grow in my environment, it gets better than this

I've been in the ground a while, it's time to change how I exist

I'm sick of feeling like I'm trapped forever in this mindset

So I lift (so I lift), so I lift

Learn to grow in my environment, it gets better than this

I've been in the ground a while, it's time to change how I exist

And so I lift up out the dirt and choose the path I thought I'd missed

And try again...