Verse:

I've had it up to here, with this stupid frickin’ life

What's the point? it's like, I was put here just to satisfy

This uncontrollable guy that doesn't even try to give me all my rights

But it's been going on for years, and all I'm asking's why

Why am I only now feeling sorry for myself

After all the times he decided to go and pleasure himself

I can't do it anymore, I've been told to stay quiet

But if I keep going down this road, I'm bout to see the light

My friends are right, I need to get over it, but this is the only way

I won't be on this world any longer to see the light of day

All my life I've been told by my parents to bеhave

But how are you supposed to bеhave, if you've been getting raped

It doesn't work like that, these rules are for normal human beings

Who haven't been through anything, still skin up on their teeth

I only just scraped through and joined this group of stupid teens

But they aren't friends, I can't even tell them where the hell I've been

Because these judgemental narcissists don't listen to your beliefs and views

My futures screwed, no hope for me to do the things I wanted to

Because my insecurities have made it hard for me to get through

That's why I'm bout to end it with these pills I've popped, and two

Is my regular daily dose but cut that, I'm taking the whole tab

This world's scrapped, I've lost all happiness, and I'm stuck in this cold trap

Like a beat was frozen, my heart is breaking down, I'm drowning now

My doubts not helping out, I'm bout to leave this world, bouquet of flowers

Just drop it on my coffin as you see them bury me

I'm seriously gonna die and no one will be here to see me leave

My self-esteem has shattered to pieces and I find it hard to breathe

It's easier for me to just hurry up and OD

Get out of this hell, death is happier than I could ever imagine

This life is crap and people still don't even know what happened

That's fine, because they won't be sad after I've gone and left the Earth

Transported to a place that'll bring me happiness for sure

Escape the clutches of this man and free myself of sad thoughts

The bad’s lost, and I can finally enjoy life, it adds up

Being successful is too stressful, too much pressure to handle

So all I can do is take these now, I grab myself a handful

Swallow them and wash it down with a glass of water, thank you

They absorb into my blood and death is running straight through

Just listen to me, I'm dying now, and damn I blame you

You abused me, I broke down and you watched as the flames grew

Don't listen to him, anything he says, it ain't true

My lungs collapse as you finally see it from my angle

It's too late, I'm on the ground dead, but I'm actually grateful

I've woken up from the nightmare, the dream I wanted came true