There is something so sick and twisted

Trying to find a way to self-actualize

I'm running in this rat race

Little do I know that I'm up in first place

Find me the vaccine for my madness

Inject me until I feel so pure

The rush sends me too somewhere else

This is what I like to call hell

My memories inked through bold lines

That will surely hold until I die

I'm holding myself accountable

For all this poison that's in my veins

If I die today

What is the impact that I made?

Great or small

Have I changed in anyway?

Stop with the chattering

Stop with the chattering

This is exhausting

I am aborting

There is someone inside

Let me set them free

There is someone inside

Let me set them free

There is someone inside

Let me set them free

There is someone inside

Let me set them free

I'm falling out of love with myself again

The toxicity

Inside of me

Will be let free

To all the people that I have left behind

Apologies

This isn't me

Well you could say that I am delirious

But the problem is far more serious

I'm cutting myself off

From the rest of the world

I don't know why I hold this curse

Stop with the maddening

Stop with the maddening

Why are they taunting?

Why are they haunting?

There is someone inside

Let me set them free

There is someone inside

Let me set them free

There is someone inside

Let me set them free

There is someone inside

Let me set them free

I'm falling out of love with myself again

The toxicity

Inside of me

Will be let free

To all the people that I have left behind

Apologies

This isn't me

My mistakes made clear through the choked words that I speak

My last two passages that I dare speak

A troubled soul who can't stand on two feet

Why must I be so bleak? Surely hope is closer than I think

TAKE IT BACK

TOXIC

He takes one last look at this life

He will leave

A wave of excitement

Shrouded by grief

Away to the

Other side

The exit is open

With no turning back

He hopes that this one way

Will fade the black

Inject me

One last time

Toxic