LET MYSELF DOWN

By Sun Jun

On STIGMA

Released on November 8, 2023

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[verse 1]

I’m so lonely

Since i left you I drink

A glass full of tears

Can’t move, can’t sleep

Haven’t changed the sheets

Just to keep a sense of you

I feel stupid

Cause I’m stalking your feed

Like I were interested

My mind is just twisted

I just wanted to see that

You’re happy without me


[pre-Chorus 1]

I cared enough to leave

Cause I ain’t the one

You can’t deny

I tried to fix myself

But how do you do when

You’re sick in the head?


[Chorus 1]

I let myself down

I let myself down

I let myself down

(i’m falling over and over)

I let myself down

I let myself down

I let myself down

(i’m falling over and over)

I wish I could forget about you

Cause I know that I’m no good for you


[verse 2]

I’m so pathetic but

Antipathetic to change

(i don’t wanna change)

Cause I feel good in the dark

Where I freeze my heart

Good old self-sabotage


[pre-Chorus 2]

I loved you enough to leave

Cause I ain’t the one

You can’t deny

I tried to fix myself

But how do you do when

You’re sick in the head?


[Chorus 2]

I let myself down

I let myself down

I let myself down

(i’m falling over and over)

I let myself down

I let myself down

I let myself down

(i’m falling over and over)


[bridge]

Oh I believed all the lies to meself

Oh I wish I forget your name


[Chorus 3]

I let myself down

I let myself down

I wish I could forget about you

Cause I know that I’m no good for you