Released on April 10, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Yo

Lately I've been colder

Shouts to all my friends that ain't there when they see me falter

You know that I was writing this weekend, I couldn't call you

They preying on my weakness like they speaking to me vulture

I'm grateful for the backing

My day ones concrete to my feet when they see me cracking

Damn, you know they fuck with my steez when we talk fabric

That's why I keep my sheets in a bag underneath my mattress

I'ma write until I'm emerald

Even when they finna act like I don't care at all

I got my demons underneath me tryna see me fall

You wonder why I keep my speaking to a minimal

But lately I've been colder

Trying to think of any other reason to be home, but

I can see them creeping on my ceiling when I'm blue

(Now I'm only dreaming when it's you)


[Verse 2]

Yo

There's me thinking that we wouldn't melt

You were so O to my OGs when I showed you around

You were so show with the same clothes and a comb in your mouth

You were so froze to me now you're colder and holding me down

It's four and I'm at your front door wondering if you are up

You told me be cool and I kept my mouth shut

I wait for a minute and wonder if you were down for the fussin', maybe I think of you lately

Maybe that's why I'm so fucked

It's not the same as before like my eyes weren't jaded

I'm seeing green like I burn papers and turn vacant

Stern facing I sit across on the curb waiting

Throwing stones at your window until I heard raining

Lately I've been cold

Trying to think of any other reason you ain't home

I can see them creeping all around me and it's true

Now I'm only dreaming when it's you