Released on January 17, 2020

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[Intro]

(I'll only run if I have to

It's me that I can't make it back to

I'll only run if I have to

It's me that I can't make it back to)


[Chorus]

I'll only run if I have to

Tell me that I'm not there

It's me that I can't make it back to

How'd you find me if I'm nowhere?

And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair

I'll only stay if I have to

Stay 'till I disappear


[Verse 1]

Keeping me safe

How it never felt like you were keeping me safe

Every time I tried I couldn't see through my face

I couldn't see 'em moving but they leading my way

They hanging from the ceiling all the way to my basement and I'm

Running 'round in circles 'till they know that my patience was gone

How it never felt like you were keeping me safer at all

Pulling away from my arm

How it never felt like you were keeping me safe


[Chorus]

I'll only run if I have to

Tell me that I'm not there

It's me that I can't make it back to

How'd you find me if I'm nowhere?

And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair

I'll only stay if I have to

Stay till I disappear


[Verse 2]

Why'd I always pull me to the ground?

Told me it's my body that they said they never found

Funny how it's me that never wanted me around

I tried to keep my demons underneath me when I fell

Why'd you always pull me to the floor?

I'm getting sick of talking to your shadow at my door

Funny how it's me that never wanted me at all

I try to keep my demons underneath me when I fall


[Chorus]

I'll only run if I have to

Tell me that I'm not there

It's me that I can't make it back to

How'd you find me if I'm nowhere?

And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair

I'll only stay if I have to

Stay 'till I disappear

I'll only run if I have to

Tell me that I'm not there

It's me that I can't make it back to

How'd you find me if I'm nowhere?

And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair

I'll only stay if I have to

Stay 'till I disappear


[Outro]

(I'll only run if I have to

It's me that I can't make it back to

I'll only run if I have to)