Released on February 17, 2020

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[Chorus]

You tried to tell me to stay

I wish that I coulda told you

How you still keep me awake

You’ll never know what I go through

I tried to stand in my way

Still waiting round for the old you

How you still keep me awake

You’ll never know what I go through


[Verse 1]

I can’t sleep you’re the only one I hear now

I’ll be anything you wanna call me up in tears 'bout

Every time I see you I can feel the ground beneath me

Falling quicker than I could have buried me completely

I can’t hear if it’s only you and lately

I’ve been doing everything I can to try replace me

I don’t talk about it but I think about you daily

That’s why my demons running circles trying takе me


[Chorus]

You tried to tell mе to stay

I wish that I coulda told you

How you still keep me awake

You’ll never know what I go through

I tried to stand in my way

Still waiting round for the old you

How you still keep me awake

You’ll never know what I go through


[Verse 2]

I’m sick of talking to your friends like I’m a mess I didn’t know you

Kept me in your head and now I’m buried on my own too

Only wanna see me when you think that you’re supposed to

I can’t hear if it’s only you and lately

I’ve been doing everything I can to try erase me

I don’t talk about it but I think about you daily

Maybe that’s why I’ve been running circles tryna save me


[Chorus]

You tried to tell me to stay

I wish that I coulda told you

How you still keep me awake

You’ll never know what I go through

I tried to stand in my way

Still waiting round for the old you

How you still keep me awake

You’ll never know what I go through


[Outro]

In my head, tryna forget

Am I still me, when I’m so blue

In my head, tryna forget

I just can’t breathe, and it’s all you

I’m wasted in my head, tryna forget

Am I still me, when I’m so blue

I’m wasted in my head, tryna forget

I just can’t breathe, and it’s all you