[Intro]

I swear I fucked up for the last time

[Chorus]

SuiSai off the psilocybin in the night lights

Like I been steady smokin' fill the night sky

Thinkin' 'bout my life I swear I fucked up for the last time

Chased 'em all away, had no one left, I'll stay inside

Lies that I tell myself just to get me by

'Nother day, 'nother fuckin try, never get it right

Foresight lookin' far ahead always made me blind

Yeah, I don't know why I can't be satisfied with myself

[Verse: T Shan]

Tear stained gun

Gotta keep dreamin'

Left foot right

Dead inside

Death march, keep on

Red dawn, bleed blood

Things aren't the same

Things aren't the same

We are the brave

Heart shaped tear drops

Void like sig freud

Dark like shadows

Destroyed shattered

[Bridge]

Hear me out now (There's voices in my head)

It's been too long (They keep on speaking to me)

Scream those words that (I ignore them instead)

Fill your head loud (But the words are weeping through me)

[Chorus]

SuiSai off the psilocybin in the night lights

Like I been steady smokin' fill the night sky

Thinkin' 'bout my life I swear I fucked up for the last time

Chased 'em all away, had no one left, I'll stay inside

Lies that I tell myself just to get me by

'Nother day, 'nother fuckin try, never get it right

Foresight lookin' far ahead always made me blind

Yeah, I don't know why I can't be satisfied with myself