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[Verse 1: SuiSai]

Lay those thoughts to rest for now

Like how could they accept me

Can't accept myself

Time to just stop thinking

So uncomfortable within

This skin it's wearing thin

And all those flaws will show

So I'll hide myself

Within these walls

And never tell a soul

Hard to treat yourself

Like someone that you love

That mirror floods

My heart with hate

Always on the run

Treat life like it's a joke

But I can't trick myself for good

If you're alone

When I'm gone

Did you see what I see?

'Cause I mean when I leave

I'll be long

'Cause I feel it all again

I know how you pretend

To smile as though we're still just friends

When no one is around

You cry when feeling down

Some days you want it all to end

Hard to treat yourself

Like someone that you love

That mirror floods

My heart with hate

Always on the run

Treat life like it's a joke

But I can't trick myself for good

Took all the chemicals

To try to feel again

Been three days since I've left this bed

Try to cover up

So none of my friends worry

Wouldn't wanna burden them