[Verse 1: T shan]

So dazed and confused with a lot of things to say

Open my mouth but the words won't escape

I fall forward through the steps back

Too much trauma makes the bones snap

Cigarette burns in my damn skin

I don’t even smoke (a racing heart might cease to)

Cigarette burns in my damn skin

I don't even smoke (a racing heart might cease to)

[Verse 2: SuiSai]

Exist anymore

Need a reset a do over

The thought of all those frozen days

Turn tears to ice in a heartbeat

Try to just forget but memories keep

Holding that thought of

Every little thing that I ever fucked up

A sickness, a disease

Now I can't stand to think

I’d rather numb myself its like a shield

[Bridge: SuiSai]

For everything falling apart

Try to pick back up the pieces

Wake up in the morning

For all of the people that you let down

That were counting on you to come back

[Interlude: SuiSai]

A nightmare, it's haunting

Never wake up, no morning

No sunrise just ashes

Floating off in the wind

[Verse 2: SuiSai]

The thought of all those frozen days

Turn tears to ice in a heartbeat

Try to just forget but memories keep

Holding that thought of

Every little thing that I ever fucked up

A sickness a disease

Now I can't stand to think

I'd rather numb

Myself it's like a shield

[Bridge: SuiSai]

For everything falling apart

Try to pick back up the pieces