Jealousy - Intellectual

(Chorus)

I really take my life

I really wanna die tonight

I really wanna see the other-side

But i don't wanna go and leave

My loved ones behind, no

I don't wanna know what its like

To commit, suicide

No matter how much i wanna die

I'm not brave enough to take my life

And even if i was i don't want you to lose ur only friend

I wanna die slow, i wanna die slow, ly, tonight

(verse)

Would you come to help, if i cried for help?

Feels no one is here; feels like nobody cares

All i have is myself and that fucking sucks

Cause i hate what i see when i look in the mirror

I'm trying to change, yeah i'm trying to feel better

All this negativity is building up the pressure

I'm putting up walls trying to protect myself

And its all caving in so i don't know what to do

Isolation; solitude; nothing left to lose

I used to have you, now i don't even have myself

I'm stuck in a spiral, i'm trapped in a loop

Tryna break the cycle, but its hard to conclude

If this is the end i don't think i have a future

No i don't think i have a future

At least not one with you