Released on December 13, 2019

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(Hook Part One)

Like when the wind blows

Not when the leaves falls

Not when the temperature drops

And leaves us using each other's bodies to keep warm

(Hook Part Two) 30 seconds

Wish i could rewind

Maybe play ispy

Can't change the past

I am a disaster

Maybe i should think less

Maybe i should think more

I can't even tell the difference anymore..

(Verse)

I know i am okay

But i wish my heart would stop

Physically i'm healthy

Mentally a tragedy

I don't know what's best for me

Take meds to ease the pain

My heart fucking aches

My reactions are delayed

Blame it on the sprite and cough syrup in my drank

I don't wanna feel pain but i feel it anyway

I used to be numb so i really can't complain

Drunk off my ass, i wanna make this last

I don't wanna go home

So just tell me where to go

I'm johnny on the spot even though i show up late

Don't want the night end but we gotta call it quits

Yeah we gotta call it quits

(Hook Part One)

Like when the wind blows

Not when the leaves falls

Not when the temperature drops

And leaves us using each other's bodies to keep warm

I can't even tell the difference anymore...

(Hook Part Two)

Wish i could rewind

Maybe play ispy

Can't change the past

I am a disaster

Maybe i should think less

Maybe i should think more

I can't even tell the difference anymore..

(Collab Verse)

I can't tell the difference everything feels like a death sentence, i feel like a ghost no one even feels fucking feels my presence

Throw me on a cross for my sins choke me with my necklace, holding on praying to god to save me from this ending

Deathhimself is coming fr i'ma sufferplenty danny glover with the gunner i'm shooting semi at my demons yeah they scheming got me screaming minds a prison did no treason this ain't living

No decision i'm in the deep end yeah i'm drowning but that depends on my surroundings my head is pounding see your name my chest sunk i'm suffocating i can't breathe just let me leave

(Hook Part One)

Like when the wind blows

Not when the leaves falls

Not when the temperature drops

And leaves us using each other's bodies to keep warm

(Hook Part Two)

Wish i could rewind

Maybe play ispy

Can't change the past

I am a disaster

Maybe i should think less

Maybe i should think more

I can't even tell the difference anymore..

I am a disaster