Endless War

By Subject95

On The Comeback

Released on April 25, 2022

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[Verse 1]

I've been laying here, I feel so cold

But I'm doing fine, is what I've been told

I'm sat in everlasting darkness and I feel controlled

I'm feeling anxious about what could unfold

But I should get my head onto solid ground

I don't wanna be overwhelmed with my problems and drown

I think I'm safe, I'm by myself. Wait what's that sound?

"You thought you were in the darkness alone now look who you have found" (No)

"Hey buddy, it's me. Man, it's been a while

I've been watching you recently and you've got quite a smile

Man don't kid yourself with happiness, the joy I see is vile"

No, please go away. I don't want another trial

"But you had fun when I was released. Isn't that right?

Think of all the people we sank our teeth in to bite"

They wanted to, it was their own choice, they weren't tied up tight

They wanted to stick by my side and they love what I write

"It doesn't matter anymore because you're all alone with me

And there is no way in hell I'm ever letting you go free

The exit door cannot be simply unlocked with a key

Oh man, I love stirring up your brain and making you go crazy"

I hate you "What was that?" I hate you "Say it again?"

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

"You done?" No, not quite yet

I've barely said enough and I'm barely breaking a sweat

It's always you! Make me do things that I regret

You're the reason I can't be happy, you are the main threat

I can't believe I opened the gate for you

"To nestle into your brain and make you do what you do

I have one name to say if you try and defy me"

Okay bitch I call your bluff, yeah, go ahead and try me

"Wrong choice of words, your time is up

Mi-" No, no no. "Mika-" SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!

THAT'S HOW YOU DAMAGE ME!? BRING UP SHIT FROM MY PAST!?

"Wow. You blew up surprisingly fast"

I had enough of you. I finally found a dose of the happiness

Then you come around and you make everything a mess

I can't deal with this... It's too much stress

"Well you should let me take over again. Go on, say yes"

I've had enough of you. This is my final stand

Here! Can't you see what I hold in my hand!?

"Oh, come on. Is that really what you had planned?"

Of course it was. I finally have a chance to save my brand

"You can't escape me. Just give up. Just stop trying

Cause I can tell by my poison, that you are slowly dying

It doesn't matter what you do, you're eternally in my grasp

But I'll let you try and do something. This is your last chance"

I'm done with your antics thinking you control

I couldn't be free, you'd just watch and patrol

You took away my freedom. You didn't borrow, you stole

You took all I had and threw it in a hole

I didn't even agree and I didn't sell my soul

You just let yourself in and you became a mole

You didn't live up to your outstanding role

Now for the crimes you have committed, you will have to pay the toll

"Just calm down, wait. Surely we can reason"

You've trespassed into my brain. Isn't that a treason?

"But just wait. Surely that heart you have is still beating"

You made me go nuts. I won't leave you breathing

"Come on just wait. Surely there can be something I can do

Think about your persona! I'm a part of it"

True, but I've evolved now and man, have I grew ("No")

So goodbye forever because now, I don't need you

A loud bang, and I'm awake

My eyes filled with light, and my whole body shakes

I'm breathing hard, I take a break

I think I just got rid of the fake

Maybe now I can lay in a field of clover

Without somebody else having to take over

The endless war inside my head, it's finally over

I'm happy now, because I finally have some closure