[Verse]

I'm just trying to swallow the pain

But it seems like the weed and the (?) bottles my thing

I shiver 'cause my daughter gone

Wonder when I die, will I take smoke or water form?

Talking to God everyday

Yeah I'm thankful, but shit is feeling hard everyday

Some are more fortunate, some are less

I'm just trying to pass the test if paradise comes next

I dance with the devil on the dark side

The light from the bars is from the angels in the archives

I ain't got religion so everything I'm spitting on

Everything I'm given's from a zone on the far side

Living when I sleep 'cause I'm dying when I'm up

I ain't lying look at the clock, the time is never stuck

But I don't watch the clock, when I'm sleep, what the fuck

Need to slow down, but the fast life's such a rush

Crying blood and I'm pissing 'gnac

Money come and go, but love ones you don't get 'em back

Just see 'em on the other side

Unless ya looking with ya other eye

Heartbreak when my wife or mother cry

The heart break but the soul can't

Guess this shit is part of the program

But I am the wizard, David Lo Pan

Big trouble up in little Yonkers

I am a beast, yeah the kid's a monster

My whole life's been a rough ride

Trying to see 180, on the plus side

So a nigga need prayer hands

Not on the text, or the tweet or the 'Gram, fam

But I'm talking real life, dog

I'm yours, yeah the shit is real life, dog