[Verse 1]

I'm stuck again always waiting for something

Lost all control but somehow I still function

A little bit of red bull and the fear of no life

Mixed with plastic dreams keeps me up at my high

Cause I’m the type of person who needs those uppers

I can time it right yeah after each supper

So focused on the little things it's blinding

And every bit of purpose is worth finding

So what if I don't go to work anymore

What if I see everything as a chore

I’m always bored yet I'm always so busy

I'm always lonely yet they say that they miss me

I'm waiting on a tick I'll probably never find and

I'm feeling like shit so you know it makes mе cry and

Sometimes you say things that you don't really mеan and

I think too much yet I'm never thinking

[Chorus]

This life, my heart

Ain’t ever gunna go real far

Waiting, pacing

So numb to the BS I’m facing

Alone, I know

My emotions ain't flowing though

Hating, pacing

So I guess I’ll keep on waiting

[Verse 2]

Remember back at high school - my senior year

I started rapping for fun, that stuff was top tier

I was really talented at making joke raps

Just for attention though but that went by fast

Remember back at middle school - all of that again

Top of my list was probably all of my good friends

Doing stupid stuff just for the thrill of it

Moved away and that was all that I made of it

So I'm bored, I'm sitting here again

Reminiscing, losing all my friends

Trying to figure out where it went all wrong

I'll probably give up; drink and then I’m gone

So what if I don't go to work anymore

What if I see everything as a chore

I'm always bored yet I'm always so busy

I'm always lonely yet they say that they miss me (nah)

[Chorus]

This life, my heart

Ain't ever gunna go real far

Waiting, pacing

So numb to the BS I'm facing

Alone, I know

My emotions ain't flowing though

Hating, pacing

So I guess I'll keep on waiting

X2