Released on July 21, 2020

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Seven years I’ve been sober as an alcoholic gets

Considering all of this, I wish I had a Chocolate Kiss

Cause it’s bittersweet

A different me that didn’t call it quits

Graduated to a coffin on a thrill-ride scholarship

And yet I still might want a hit

I keep my wallet empty

Debit go to Jack D and dinner at Denny’s

I wish I never copped a bag of it at Burt Henry

I’d say I wish I left for school but then what there would tempt me

If I had a million dollars you’d be sure to catch me

It’d just start off as a habit for the more expensive

Like list my cocaine preference

Found dead in my residence

And I never had no talent so no Cobain references

And I’m thankful, move to New York to show my face again

He let down a whole generation

Generation

Generation

Miss my family, but scared to face them

So I’m heading back home now

2049

If you didn’t catch the news, sure you didn’t

Girls fine

She was fucking in the dugout, laid on needle

That’s mine

Rushed her to the hospital, she was there for the night

Check her this, checked here that

After that told her bye

Old Fisher must’ve missed it on the news

Am I right

Cause I re-upped overpriced

Off of that next night

Hurt someone besides myself figured high for an eye

Said my bedtime byes, like I did when I was five

To my Bongo beanie baby on my left bedside

Heat it up, let it ride

Horsey-Horsey let it ride

But I never rolled over to my side

And the next thing I remember

I was in the ER

Room caving in on me, feeling like I’m Eeyore

Doctor telling mom and daddy how lucky we are

And a new rehabilitation treatment using VR

So I put on RetroSpecs took me back to my raising

Put Shoulda-Shades showed me there was no escaping

Mambo No 9 showed me your no love of mine

Put my RetroSpecs back on face just to face it

Of course the tech stuff didn’t help me socially

Told my friends to hope for me and caught a bus to Saugerties

Worked cleaning cars and I bought myself some groceries

Paved through Rocky Lanes on my own dad, focusing

On being a man

I made it here by thirty

Hate the term outlive

Cause most my friends died early

Is it living without ‘em

Those thoughts concern me

But living without family

Is truly what’s been burning

So I’m heading back home now

2049

So I’m heading back home now

2049

So I’m heading back home now

2049

So I’m heading back home now

2049

Welcome back to SINCERE YM

Yo, yo, yo we got that new pfish produced by Kozis.wav coming at you right now

Hit my line if you think it brings the ruckus, or it brings the suckus

Hard to believe they’ve been doing this for thirty years

Yeah, yeah

Son