[Intro]

Yeah that’ll do

Yeah

Yeah yeah

[Verse 1]

Yeah I ain’t gon’ lie, the winter’s been kinda weird

Took the jump then I fell at the start of the year

Yeah my mental vacation and academic probation have got me

Worried bout my relevance to the population, nah

See I been out here thinking that I’m destined to make it

But then I dropped out of my college, ain’t no time to be vacant, yeah

So tell me is it God, Stuart Clark, or is it Satan

That’s been tearing me apart? I can’t even explain it, nah

I wish that tears would fall, but you know that ain’t how it goes

Am I making Premonitions? cause I feel so Alone

Back in heavensent I said that I was ready to go

All “fly, butterfly, in the scarlet in the snow”, yeah

No tell me what that means cause I don’t even really know

It’s a long story, right? Yeah, we’ll see how it grows

It’s something bout a child, butterfly, and a ghost

Man I’m sorry, please ignore me, I’ll just get my stuff and go

[Chorus]

Tut tut, it looks like rain (yeah)

Snow’s falling, but it’s melting away (yeah)

Clouds all up in the sky and my brain

It’s a marshmallow world turned slushy and gray (yeah)

Hands freeze, but I’m numb to the pain (yeah)

I been thinking I got nothing to say (yeah)

Last year I was picking my main

This year it feels like I been losing my way

[Verse 2]

I think I lost myself inside this mind of mine, I’m paralyzed and

Terrified cause last night I was thinking “It’s my time to die”

But really it was just time for me to get some sleep

And I could never do it, i’m too good to be beat (yeah)

But anyway I’m back, go thank Tyler for that

My soul died for a while but God resurrected that

Ain’t no heresy here, man I’ll be praying through my fear

Cause I know He’ll come through, California pull him near (yeah)

Ain’t no time to waste, got a lot of things at stake

Listening to Narrowgate, tryna channel LMK

Man my intuition was great, just listen to Change

I swear it’s gon’ be crazy when we get up on the stage (yeah)

But having said that it’s been time for me to grind

We’ll be smoothing out the edges til the diamond in me shines

When I wake up in the spring, the butterfly is gonna fly

And I fell but I’mma rise, I’m a phoenix in my prime

[Chorus]

Tut tut, it looks like rain (yeah)

Snow’s falling, but it’s melting away (yeah)

Clouds all up in the sky and my brain

It’s a marshmallow world turned slushy and gray (yeah)

Hands freeze, but I’m numb to the pain (yeah)

I been thinking I got nothing to say (yeah)

Last year I was picking my main

This year it feels like I been losing my way (yeah)

[Chorus 2]

Tut tut, it looks like rain (yeah)

Snow’s falling, but it’s melting away (yeah)

Clouds all up in the sky and my brain

It’s a marshmallow world turned slushy and gray (yeah)

Hands freeze, but I’m numb to the pain (yeah)

Man I was thinking I got nothing to say (yeah)

Last year I was picking my main

But this year it feels like I’ll be finding my way