[Intro]

Are you there?

Are you there?

[Verse 1]

I wish that these were blood stains

Maybe then I wouldn't be stuck in this dumb haze

Maybe then I would sleep in on Sundays

Maybe then I wouldn’t shirk from the Son's gaze

But I like it with the lights out, we know this

Tell Narrowgate that I've been trying to own this

But it's a hard thing, and I don’t know who's noticed

That I can't hold my head high, cause I can't control my eyes, yeah

No that's a little on the nose, don't you think?

My tongue's on fire, I need to cool it with a drink

Send Father Abe to dip his finger in a pool

But I would nevеr ask for that cause I'm not that type of fool

Cause I know I was madе for greatness

But is greatness just making it on playlists?

Not sure how they'll react when I say this

But right now I can't tell if I'm God's or Satan's

And oh we're back, that's that sinusoidal motion

This is how it goes when you're devoid of devotion

Capricious little grouch, tryna rewrite his history

But I can't act like I don't know all of what this meant to me

I wonder if the phantoms will let me go

I wonder if I'll ever make it home

Will I ever make it home?

No

[Refrain]

But I can feel it in the wind

Fly, butterfly, past the shame and the sin

Alight on my shoulder, and whisper in my ear

Tell me that my story isn't over here, no

Cause I can feel it in the wind

Fly, butterfly, past the shame and the sin

Alight on my shoulder, and whisper in my ear

Tell me that it's time

Tell me this is my year

[Interlude]

Yeah

Yeah yeah

[Verse 2]

Yeah

Oh my, oh dear

It's crazy what can change in a day, month, week and year

Yeah

What did I miss? You got any good news? No

Tell me the truth, did time stop for you, too?

"What is it you must do at the pent of this house?"

Man, I'm looking for love, pursuing something profound

Please tell me there's a reason that you didn't move on

That you didn't leave me for dead when I got it all wrong

Is it possible they were right, that my heart's a delight?

That I won't fade away when darkness fades into light?

I'm hoping that it's true so I'm getting up to move

And I'm praying that you're gonna see me through

I'm coming out the blue now, but make no mistake

I'm the same kid as I was when I was Narrowgate, yeah

But don't forget, I'm still the Golden Child

And the Golden Child's still heavensent

Yes, you did it