Released on May 29, 2020

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[Verse]

This is taking a while, I’m on the search for the sound

I see a path to the city but it’s the long way around

So I guess I’ll take the extra time to sharpen my blade

So I’ll be ready for the fight that might lead to my grave

Yeah it’s the king and the legend, just like the head and the heel

That’s a deep cut, might take a while to heal

But I got like twelve years til I gotta tackle that

Maybe then I’ll be able to say I’ve got battle axe

Who is who I don’t know, what’s the scarlet in the snow?

Yeah I talk a big game but I don’t got a lot to show

So, I’ma stay quiet while I’m finding my zone

Till I’m lethal with the craft and I’m ready to blow

Man I’m looking around and it’s clear we going up

When I look at the game, it’s clear that y’all don’t know much, no

So I’ma make it simple, they just like, no, they don’t love

I’ll take a snub at the Grammys over twenty-four Doves

Controversial? maybe, I ain’t been worshipping lately

Cause a lot of Christian art is more wack than saintly

And y’all wanna hate Hollyn for making a pop record

But y’all don’t see that CCM could be a lot better

If it ain’t broke then don’t fix it, yeah they ain’t broke, all the digits

Are going up by the minute, is it a ministry or business?

It’s really hard to say, so I’ll take it day-by-day

Taking shots at all the sacred cows and recording the rage, yeah

Don’t know what my problem is, but I ain’t tryna solve it

And I’ve never had an ex, so why are they appalled

At the fact that I keep all the doors wide open

How am I supposed to know which one’ll lead me to betrothal?

“No that don’t make much sense, Stu” well neither do you

Out here staying in school for a degree that you don’t even wanna use

And I’d ask you what you wanna do, but you prolly don’t know, yeah

That’s a worn-out story cause that’s always how it goes, man

Take it back to the old raps

Second Life up to PartDeux, yeah I hold that

As the best time in my career, with the flows trash

And on those GarageBand beats, man I didn’t hold back

Looking for the energy I had back in Paint

Cause it all seemed to disappear after I made Wait

Time to turn the Lights Out and just float in my space

Till I’m ready to explode, till I need to create (yeah)

It feels good to be back with the pen, yeah

I didn’t know if I would be here again

There’s a lot on my heart and even more in my head

But we’ll have to wait til September cause it’s almost ten

Yeah

[Outro] (Spoken)

Yeah, now I just gotta turn it into something that I like