Where i found you

I won’t leave you

I’m a soft kid

With habits all sinking in my

Places to hide

I just wanna hide

With buckets catching pain

Dripping down from the ceiling

But i can’t pretend

Its not worth it in the end

To drop all of my plans and pick up-

Sometimes i can’t see the center collapsing

You gotta hand it to me for making it this long

& I’m still hanging on

I wanna go home

But when i go home

Swallowed by the void

Coin toss speaking for me

But i can’t hide forever

And i wanna hide forever

With my jaw taped shut

Paper cuts on my jotting hand

But i can’t pretend

Its not worth it in the end

To drop all of my plans and pick up-

Sometimes i can’t see the center collapsing

You gotta hand it to me for making it this long

& I’m still hanging on