It's like they leave me out just to leave me in

But wedge me out when I try to wedge me in

It was holiday with friends

But now I feel no holiday again

I'll pretend it's fun to pretend with everyone

So many calls on my birthday

Couldn't answer but could feel vibrate

Screen is shattered, looks like spiderwebs

I won't let it take my day

Leave work early, fake family emergency

I feel no holiday again

I'll pretend it's fun to pretend with everyone

You say I don't do much

You say I don't say much

Merry go round the sun

You spun barbwire into a crown

So vultures wouldn't be scratching their talons into your halo

But how can I excite you again

If I can't even excite myself again?

Excite again, excite again

When my head feels great but in a numb way

My head feels great but in a dumb way