Control is hard when it feels like I'm broken

It's hard to ignore when its buried in my skin

Broken

Pull myself together

Freedom from the lying mind costs the price of normal life

Tearing at my confidence in sanity

Still my answer is “fuck you”

I'm fucking exhausted pretending my levels are fucking normal

Gritting my teeth just to get through the fucking day

My whole life

Never again will I say its copacetic to look myself in the eyes and say "I'm fine with dying”

Ah

Never again will I look down on myself for being who I am

Nevеr again will I look down on myself for being myself

ControliIs hard whеn I feel

Knotted and broken

It’s hard to ignore when it’s buried in my skin

Control is hard when I feel knotted and broken

It's hard to ignore when its buried in my skin

Control is hard when I feel knotted and broken

It's hard to ignore when its buried in

It's hard to ignore when its buried in-