I always knew it was a matter of time

You left me in a desert chained to your mind

And we've been going round in circles for a while

I'm pushing through the pain to see you smile

If you could walk in my shoes for a mile

You'd break these chains and say your goodbyes

We fall down, pick it up, then we put it back

Then we wonder why we're so quick to react

Always yell, always scream, always snapping back

I always swore to myself I'd never push you back

You tried your best

You tear me down

I did my worst

I hurt you now

But in the end

I blame myself

Please don't go

I need your help

I just wanted to say

Your spectrum is a little gray

Don't say I never tried

Don't say you never lied to me

Why did we turn into everything we hate

I just wanted to say

Maybe we can try again someday

This isn't what I want

This is how it has to be

To live, to love, to grow

We gotta move on

And I just wanted you to know

Every breath I take isn't any easier

No it's not your fault

But I go back every time no matter how hard I try

And the road seems to go both ways

Our intentions are questioned

It's clear that we've overstayed

Tell me again how I fucked it all up

I lied to your face

Yah I'll take the fault

But you never wanna hear the truth

You just use and use

(It's not like you're listening)

Always acting like I'm fucking stupid or confused

I don't play these games

And neither should you

Can we find the common ground what do we do

I swear I'll always love you but I'm sick of being abused

Tired of these games

I just wanna trust you

I just wanted to say

That your spectrum is a little gray

Don't say I never tried

Don't say you never lied to me

Why did we turn into everything we hate

I just wanted to say

Maybe we can try again someday

This isn't what I want

This is how it has to be

To live, to love, to grow

We gotta move on

I wish I could shake you awake

You know I made a mistake

You never really cared about anything

You always say I'm the one to blame

I gave it everything

But you just walked away

I just wanted to say

(I just wanted you to know)

That your spectrum is a little gray

Don't say I never tried

Don't say you never lied to me

Why did we turn into everything we hate

I just wanted to say

(I wish that you would go)

Maybe we can try again someday

(I don't think so)

This isn't what I want

This is how it has to be

To live, to love, to grow

We gotta move on