[Intro]

Music in my life until my life in music

Don't overlook me with no eyes

Some say I'm offensively bad, I don't mind

But then they wanna be fencin' me out, don't know why

Doesn't poke me in the slightest

Every hoping up inside is without a scoping or a silencer

Either way I might just try it and

Run my days up into miles, days up into, uh-

[Verse]

Like, hello

You go about as hard as Jell-O

I'ma clock for the sound like Kello

Tolerate the pain until I'm mentally mellow

Honestly, I can't be asked

I can't be destined for anything not еternal

Been singin' with every chancе for every jot in the journal

By the minute, I will become insane

Don't work every hour to me, it's a do-nothing day

Is this a line or a scribble?

Yeah, I think I lie in the middle and you better comply with the info

That I'm tryna fuckin' fly out the window

Aiming at the sky, but a little bit shy

Of your expectations, light it up and set these stages

Bitch, I arrest my cases

Failin' every test while I test my patience

Wonder what the only way I get my place is?

Years in the makin', almost 4.5

But I cannot let it get to me, ignore those signs

As long as my anger in my core gon' shine

Yelling more, more, every time I'm bored, don't lie

This extra effort, it's gonna get me soon there

Fully independent, I'm not carin' 'bout who's there

And if one thing is for sure:

When I'm pullin' up to work, I'm not wearin' a suit there

I'm just tryna live in disguise, I'm indifferent to size

If there's a crib on the side, not a hidden surprise

That I'm in the mid of your eyes, when I hit and demise

Every instrumental I find

Another step, to maybe another Patek

'Nother spec, give it my all, give a hundred percent, yeah!

Tell me, why is life so inevitable?

Gotta be travelin' all the time, so I never dribble, uh

Remainin' in one place be a foreign concept

Boring nonsense, pouring out of pouring faucets

When it comes to money, I'ma get it

But will I get enough to bet enough on the future?

My bed rough, my head tough, in handcuffs

As I write lines, the ninth time this week

This weak or this peak? I can't tell

Beneath the fan mail

I might have in a few years to a decade longer

We can have cheers if I remain stronger

Voice in my head tellin' me to risk it

But I need to talk, 'cause, yeah, I need assistance

Because I'm allegedly in legend leagues

I'm meant to see a trophy for the best of me

But still, I cannot decide the cost

So I cannot defy the cost

Yeah

[Outro]

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