I snapped, I no longer give a crap

I know i'm dope when i write a rap

So here I go again in my head running another lap

I wished I could of just snapped for so long

Only took my whole life going wrong!

Hate on me cuz I believe in the bong

While I jam out to a Chief Greenbud​ song

The old me is dead and gone

Don't pretend you miss me now, you never did for so long

Family telling me what i'm doing is wrong

What the fuck do you even know what i'm trying to do?

Only if you fucks really knew

Lets start with my family

Claim your family, but you done nothing to support me

All you do is try to dis on me

When i'm not around i bet you talk shit on me

Is it cause i'm no longer the little kid you remember?

I'm changed forever

When will my rampage stop? Never!

All i ever asked for was your support

Instead all you did was report

Trying to tare down my stoner games fort

I don't know who I love more

All my haters or my family that are traitors

I'll feed your asses to the gators

Then go back to watch the 49er's stomp the raiders

Then play me some space invaders

Why didn't I ever get a Like?

All i tried to do is what i thought was right

Now I'm Always so up tight

Like i'm ready to always get into a fight

Staying up till the middle of the night

Fighting with this fright, fright of not making it

Failing to my wife, my son, fright i failed at life

To the point i wanna grab me a knife

And send my ass the after life

We all know life ain't fair

So much stress, I don't know how i still have any hair

Why didn't No one ever try to share?

Its why I no longer care

To you this company was nothing

It was my EVERYTHING to me!

My kid's future, my family being saved from poverty

But i'm slowly accepting the reality

Not many mother fuckers can

Understand my mentality

My family taring at me like

Were playing mortal kombat

Ready to do a fatality

Or just keep beating me down till

They get a brutality

I'm leaving behind all you germs

And i'm leaving on my own terms

Just feed me to worms

Cause i lost the value in life

Like I said i just wanna grab the knife

Snuff out my own life

And go see my real homies & family in the after life

I just can't do it, To much at stake

I gotta prove to all you fucks i'm not fake..

But I have to much shit left to do in this hellish place

I'm one lyrical rapper that'll be hard to chase

Plus i'm afraid when i close my eye's to do it

I'll see my wife and 3 kid's face

And that's a memory I REFUSE to erase