You know when I getting back to these, I mean I don't understand why people are doing whatever they're doing, man

I'm still getting back to these things in my head you know, ... Yeah

Do You think I'm split personality shit?

That rhymes well though doesn't he

Thinking about what I'm doing

Where am i headed

God!,Will this ever stop?

Wanting everything the world's got

Seeing my counterparts

Busting the ass working the top ,ain't no comparison

But i guess I gotta quantify my spot

Overthinking's gotta stop, just do it, too simple a thought

But where to start from , how far is it dogg

Guess I should ease down on these lyrics though

I'll let them bleed out, I won't take no more

Being what i am, didn't so difficult

Except the fact that feeling the feelings are super difficult

Understand I've got my medicine book right in front

10 days down the road, 12 November

They want answers from me on paper

On paper

I'll be a doc, not a Doctor dre

What the price for a taste of his mighty life?

Where am I? find me!, grandma throw some light

Dealing with these hard nights

Out of senses after 9!

Grind left the wheel went to a back seat, but we still on drive

I don't give a fuck

I tell them I don't really give a fuck

But I give a fuck

And these Tears I'm stopping em from coming out

I do shit and they sit on it , initiated, but they keep complaining on it

Am I really making a mess of it

Against my fam, there a hate inside, unable to get off it

And all the heart breaks

Worst phase

Hot head got explicit

And then he's got mad

And now it's outta control, he's gotta stop

It'll blow on his hot face

And now I got to abstain

It's hard to keep it locked in

And so i blow it off

Started punching the walls

A Creep, they pointed out

He and I , did I blow it off

This is what I am, my raps are gonna tell it all

I see me going from v12 energy on my first rap

Now I'm crying on

Time zone's Tight slap!

What have I been doing all this time?

Wanted to work and try

Not to cry with my mom on phone, cuz I don't fell right

Not feeling like my girl did

Got a confused mind

I've hurt hearts

Used to getting it back

I blame my practical side

Contradictions arise

Next second that I'd be lying

That I do feel the butterflies

But I don't or maybe I do

Not receptive enough

You're starting at a wall

I was different back then when this was new

She say if I stay in isolation

Destiny won't appeal

I bow down to emotions and

I'm back to a guilt

I'm losing all my chances

Guess I'll be lonely again

Finding meanings when I did'nt mean it

I mean it's hard to be feel shit

When it's all said and done

I'm done holding myself in

And I'm done being a wise man

This place is cunning land

You fool you loose

And whatever you do

These efforts less of a use to you

It's useless to goons

You'll know it soon

And all the wrong doings

That they've been doing to you

I know it kills you

You want a motive to get back at them

To all that got collect-

Ed in your head, you're snapping

What's in your head

You're seem infected

Make a human realize revenge seems effective

No more keys to my space, walls are

Next shit

With all this frustration right now

I better cave in

To stop my words from hurting

And showing you my true self

Or be Brutally honest

Of what lies in my conscience

Self centered

Or else you'll find my carcass

Always finding answers

I screwed up my moons on this

I'm tryna find new dreams

The Old one's a rogue against my home

You wouldn't last a smoke

If you had this

And I'm talking

I see the prospects

Of you crying over it and not solve it

How can I solve it

Life's about all this

All these province in betrayals and politics

Gossips

Spreading rumors

Like they saw it

And the people

Judging me like I'm one odd bit

Then they take my pointers

This rap's an Audit

To all the people looking at others gardens

If Grass ain't that green on me

Neither are your products

Look where you're standing

How far are you grounded

You're staring at a wall I was different back then when this was new

Standout I know that you want It all right now

You won't loose

Your hope

But you're so out of logic

But we're not stopping

Always on it