Call her late at night because I can't brave the storm

Rain against my window keeps me calm

I lay awake in silence as my world falls apart

She who made me whole, left me in half

We imagined Hugs and kisses

And then I felt guilty

Guess it was too fast

I didn't mean it

If you don't mean it

You're hurting yourself

Our Feelings blindfolded

Butterflies in our bellys

Thriving on new nerve endings

From donuts to increase our entropy

The feelings got intense

But you said I wasn't there! I was cool that you

Weren't there for me as well

You got me a handwritten note

Cryptic af but those donuts were supposed to be for my good luck packed in a box

We both stopped feelings from letting it shape into substance

You were Materialistic, I was this dreamy hot shot

There's a difference to what we thought of

Okay rub it off, I want to block these thoughts

I went out of my ways

Made Videos To say you're special

Uploaded immortal promises on YouTube

Just to let you know, you found yourself a keeper

That the universe knew, together we'll end up better

You said we don't get along

You said I was never there to support

I would always hope

We'd stay glued like opposite poles

I didn't know

Maybe

I was using this force hold us both

And All the mock dates that we imagined setting up

Blue dress, white roses, and I'd come to pick you up in my car, one way street where we got stuck

For a normal guy, he's always on a crossroad

Emotional support

Will do without it

Will i be stronger,?

Might make me weaker

Life goes on, my flow will sort it

Always made it complicated

Always Committed to progress

No commitment to heartbreak

In my settlement, I'll be off it

Had no pride on us

Like I had for us

I should've stayed on to my shit

Instead of solving yours

But you would solve mine, thanks

And then you screwed up twice

And then you said those things

And it changed from that time

Always tried

To stay lonely with a choice

Show the world that I was poised

My insides full of noise

Profound but they didn't prove a point

But I was fine with it

Then you came and evaded my force field

Now I feel weak and degraded

This square never fit her circle

I wonder why i let my thoughts circle around her presence

Rocking these gifted adidas

You pampered me with , now it's

The last bit I'm trying to hold on

Almost burnt it to ashes

Cuz the relationship that brought it

Failed us both on a promise

And I just want to let you know just don't play the victim

I know the stereotype here makes me the villian

Or the fact we kept on switching

On and off

Thanks to my conflictions