Used to ride that road that was dark and deep

With a trunk full of trouble ain't no time to sleep

Counting cash with a shaky hand

Living fast, not thinking like a man

Those late-night calls in a hotel full of smoke

I'm flushing the works, sinking my own boat

Look in the mirror, the reflection of a ghost

A gun in my hand and a knife to my throat

They said I'd never make it out alive

I was too deep in the game to ever survive

I let it go, all down the drain

All the smoke all the ghosts, and all the pain

I'm flushing the work

All down the drain

And it hurts so bad

I'm so ashamed

I woke up with a demon in my head again

Same fight same war I seem to never win

Tryna raise my babiеs while I'm drowning in sin

I'm tryna walk with God I don't know where to bеgin

I got eyes of an angel a heart of a king

Wash the dirt off my name

Wash the blood off of me

I was numb to the cold, blind to the tribe

Till I saw my son, sleeping on my lap

They said I'd never make it out alive

I was too deep in the game to ever survive

I let it go, all down the drain

All the smoke all the ghosts, and all the pain

I'm flushing the work

All down the drain

And it hurts so bad

I'm so ashamed

Used to numb the nights just to feel okay

Now I hold my daughter and I find my way

There's a war in my veins whispering my name

Tears of pain, running down my face

Ain't no love in these streets niggas always break the code

Friends turn foes when there's no coke for their nose

Momma cried, when I told her the truth

She said son, I never gave up on you

They said I'd never make it out alive

I was too deep in the game to ever survive

I let it go, all down the drain

All the smoke all the ghosts, and all the pain

I'm flushing the work

All down the drain

And it hurts so bad

I'm so ashamed

I'm so ashamed

Hurts so bad

And I'm so ashamed