Released on November 3, 2022

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[Verse 1]

I’ve been tryin' not to say, what’s been plaguing my mind

Cos it’s taking it’s toll and it’s wasting my

Time moves faster for you, than it’s moving for me

I don’t want to get up, but I’m too tired to sleep

I’m laying awake, and you’re snoring too loud

I know that I’m pissed, but I don’t know what about

I’m opening up, to the people I trust

Because you said it would help, but I don’t think it’s worth the fuss


[Chorus]

And I’ve been trying to change

The patterns that I keep

I know it’s such a strain

To hear that every week

I know it hurts you when

I say it’s not that deep

Just get some rest my friend

Let’s just go back


[Verse 2]

I’ll wait, wait by the door, as you’re biting your tongue

It should be easier said, but it’s easier done

I’m checking my hand, I should probably fold

As you’re looking straight down, text messaging

Old flames that you still maintain, I should remain calm

Watching my old scars fade away

Safe near the people I trust, who said they would help

And they’re probably right, but I don’t wanna make a fuss


[Chorus]

And I’ve been trying to change

The patterns that I keep

I know it’s such a strain

To hear that every week

I know it hurts you when

I say it’s not that deep

Just get some rest my friend

Let’s just go back to sleep

And I’ve been trying to change

The patterns that I keep