My mind is running and it won’t stop

I’m getting lost in the fucking chaos

I haven’t slept for days, the drugs coarse through my veins

I’m pushing the limit and I don’t know what I can take

I’ve been sinning, digging myself a hole

I don’t have solutions, just problems

I’m off my meds, and this feels great

Manic, in delusional ecstacy

Cutting lines just to ward off the dopesickness

Psychotic chatter and I fucking listen in

I wander into the street and lay faced down on the ground

I breathe in dirt as I wait patiently, sound

My nerves are fried and I’m ready to start again

I’m so ready to finally get out of my head

Just look at me at me now.,

Just fucking look at me now

My mind is running and it won’t stop

I’m getting lost in the fucking chaos

I haven’t slept for days, the drugs coarse through my veins

I’m pushing the limits and I don’t know what I can take

I don’t know how much I can take

I don’t know, I don’t know

Son of a bitch

I intrude on myself, vicious and loving the hurt

One more shot, I swear I’ll make it work

The end of the tunnel is coming, but it’s just headlights and then black nothing

I guess this is how it ends

My mind, it bent then snapped, I saw it coming

I saw it coming

I saw it coming