I’m all alone, stuck in the illusion of home in these walls

Mind in inertia, descending into shit

I've lost the plot, this is all fucking meaningless

Suspended in decay and consumed by grief

I know my enemy- the enemy is me

Bleak, I've lost all sense of myself

Bleak, I just fucking want out

I've lost all sense of myself

I just want out of this hell

I’ve lost all sense of myself

Every time I panic, every time I slip

I get so manic and doubt that I exist

Pushing against the nothingness that lives in my head

Bleak living until I'm fucking dead

Gripped by the hand of God, I was created to be at odds with the world- confined to my own personal hell

I unravel, self-destruct and unmake myself

Bleak, I've lost all sense of myself

Bleak, I just fucking want out

I want out [3]

I'm all alone

Pushed to the edge, devoid of all meaning